Linda's Crappadoodle

Omg I had an awesome night! My friend, Shalina had an open mic thing at her cafe and they all forced me to sing! The last time I sang in front of people was for Amir’s surprise birthday party! I was shaking like hell just now, lol! Then there was this mat salleh dude asked me to sing with him. Was horrifying but yet so fun! And he’s cute, too ;) Hahaha I had fun. Yeay!

How can a person who is about to get married but still wants to have fun before they tie the knot? It seems like they’re not ready to get married. To me, if I were to find someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with, I’d stop doing all the shit I’m doing right now so that I can be a great wife and insya-Allah a great mother to my kids. I would dedicate my life to my family and be faithful to my husband. What what I don’t understand is how can someone cheat their fiance? Does karma ring any bell to them? How would they feel if their partners do the same thing?

But then again, I kinda get it. Maybe to them they wanna have fun before they commit to just one person for the rest of their lives. Or maybe they THOUGHT they’re ready for marriage but they’re not. No one will ever be ready for marriage. There’s always a chance where that marriage won’t last. But you’ll never know until you try, right?

Marriage is such a huge deal. It’s not like a normal relationships where you can just easily split up or give up when things go bad. When you’re married you have to always stick together no matter what. When things get rough, you have to always find a solutions and handle problems like an adult. It’s about having responsibilities to your partner and fully dedicated to your relationship.

I don’t know why I’m crapping about this. Maybe it’s because it’s 3.50 in the freaking morning!

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Sungguh aku tak bisa
Sampai kapanpun tak bisa
Membenci dirimu
Sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
Sulit untuk ku bisa
Sangat sulit ku tak bisa
Memisahkan segala
Cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

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ALL THE FREAKING TIME!

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